Why I've Isolated Myself My Whole Life

"I Have Always Isolated Myself.
Why?
Because From A Young Age It Was Clear To Me This World Wasn't Working.
I Never Felt Like I Fit In.
I Never Felt Like I Belonged.
I Believed That In Order For Me To Find The Solutions Which Would Fix This World,
I Needed To Distance Myself From It,
To Put The World In Perspective."

"I Believed That By Being In Isolation, I Could Figure Out How To Fix The World,
And When I Had Figured It Out,
I Would Be Recognized, Admired And Appreciated For My Contribution.
Then I Could Become Part Of The World Again."

"I Felt,
'Somebody Has To Fix This World, And I Accept The Unspoken Responsibility,
Because Nobody Else Will,
Everybody Else Is To Busy Trying To Make Life Good For Themselves And Their Friends.' "

"I Mixed Nobility With My Feelings Of Not Fitting In And Shaped It Into A Resolve To Change The World Into A More Loving, Accepting And Just One.
One Where I Wouldn't Feel So Lonely..."

I've...changed over the years, though not too much...no. not too much...